~Straight up Country~

Just last night I know its long overdue, I felt like I’ve been struck by a coconut over my head.  You know when you like to trust someone,  even after everyone else told you not to and you did it anyway?  Then you finally get a dose of reality, so that made me feel like a knucklehead.  See! I told you so!!!! would start ringing in my head…I guess when one has completely taken their pride into a higher level, the chance for change is very slim…just my opinion! Deceivers are satan’s works….like my myspace song "I’m not who I was" all you can really do is forgive someone and pray about it.  When problem and trouble surfaces, all you could really do is humble yourself and be on your knees to the Lord.  People judge you everyday or even when you are Not Around, big deal….I don’t worry about it.  Isn’t it wonderful to have one true God who forgives and love you for who you are,  like Kirk Franklin’s song, "Hold me now" this is a very strong and inspirational music and I still love to listen to it any day.  In fact I’ll see if I can share it but, really I’m not expecting everyone to like it, it’s their choice and own free will.  When you say you are a "Good" person, at least try to prove that you really are.  Not many people have humility nowadays.  It’s hard, when you live in a world were sex, violence, drugs and poverty is all you can see and hear especially on the media.  I have people say to my face that they "Love" me but, I don’t here from them anymore! People will treat you indifferently when you don’t do what they expect.  All they can do is talk.  I know the Lord will handle all my predicaments in life.  I know its hard to avoid it but, I need to learn how to handle it.